And some mornings we vent...

Some mornings are easier than others. The medication helps. It makes it so that the nightmares’ aren’t so vivid. I don’t wake up feeling like I have their slimy hands all over me again.

It’s been 8 years since Todd started parading me around to impress his friends. It started in 2014 in Hawaii during my divorce… and they just had sooo much “fun’ and made ‘so much money’ after stalking me all across the United States to Seattle, and New York, and Boston that in 2019 when my family got involved Todd just couldn’t’ help showing off to his friends in Laughlin at the races and in Telluride too.

Then Chuze Fitness got involved, and Matt and his gym, then they got Lynn and Zoklean and Golden involved, then it expanded into Gilpin community center and Gilpin PD and Jose and Matt’s New Year’s Eve ‘party’… Then I was passed on to Wirth, and then to Cody, and then over to Jason who passed me off to Daryl and Roy wondered why I flipped out on him over Thanksgiving of 2020.

All this time, oh they have the children, they just convince everyone the children are “fine” while they lie to them and tell them their “mommy doesn’t want them”.

But they ‘don’t trust me”. So, they drug me every single time. Never once listening to the fact that I repeatedly tell them that I wake up under anesthesia, that includes rufies and similar type drugs. I have all my life. It’s not “just a little fun” and “harmless” like Susan the rape pig says. I REMEMBER. I remember all the sick disgusting foul things you all do to a woman you think won’t remember then you all smile and grin in my face.

It's vile.

And you think I would actually ‘want’ ANY of you after all of that???

Let’s be clear, the ONLY reason ANY of you care now is because Todd and Phillip and all his sicko freak rape cult Marine buddies got caught.

The ONLY reason ANY of you threaten me is because you don’t want the rest of the world to know about your sicko freak show rape cult drugged adult theater parties that you drug women that most of you couldn’t’ even get close enough to to touch without drugs so you and your jealous freak show wives and girlfriends can play out your kinks while you abuse and rape them.

Then you have to gall to say “they were her fantasies”.

Roll play fantasies with one man that come from a drugged barely able to speak drugged woman whose answers you are leading and translating into your own sick filth rape shows hardly gives you the right to say "she wants it" and start taking her to rape parties you sick filth.

THAT is why honest and loyal innocent women should stay FAR the F away from evil sadistic vile filth like you, before you destroy another one.

No, you’re just a sicko freak jar head that wanted to get away with destroying a woman and not taking care of her afterwards because it wasn’t “popular”.

You have no honor, none of you do. You don’t even deserve to be called marines much less cops.

Fuck no I don’t want anything to do with you. You can’t even protect your own family members, or your own honest and loyal women… you can’t even protect puppies. In my world, you don’t count as real men.

Go have Susan. Her shopping trips and being popular were all any of you ever cared about anyways.

Good riddance. Tell Sheri I’ll see her in court with the rest of the skanks that though they had a “right’ to abuse me because all the men were.

I wish I wish.... The Stanford Prison experiment should be required reading in every single criminal justice school on the planet.

And I know the country can't afford to vet it's military better. If we did a psych screen on every single individual that joined the military that we armed with a weapon.... well, let's just say we'd probably lose a third of our military if not more. Probably more. Then we wouldn't be the 'biggest and baddest' anymore.

So, did the whole sicko freak show abuse cult class move on and 'graduate' already? I'm betting they did because I no longer have anyone putting filth in my pizzas and poison in my cosmetics and drugging me and starving me and not allowing me to work out.

You sadist psychopaths do realize that you just trained an entire class to torture and abuse an innocent honest loyal American citizen who is also an honorably discharged veteran for 'training exercises' then unleashed them onto the world... right?

Of course you do. You threw a 'princess party' and wasted millions gambling with pedophiles to celebrate.

Because that's the kind of dishonorable trash you all are.

Now you see why I told you no and will ALWAYS tell you no. I do NOT work with dishonorable rapists and pedophiles. Go have Annie and Jhihong. I'm sure their shopping trips will save you. I want nothing to do with any of you. You all make me viscerally ill. I wash my hands of all you filth. You have nothing left to blackmail me with.

"Over a whore"... I keep hearing this. FYI you abuse cult. You CANNOT turn a Montessori PTA mom, a children's gymnastics coach, and a loving mother into a "whore" by drugging her and raping her and recording it and blackmailing her and having Susan drug her and put a chair in her bedroom and record it while you rape her then call her a "whore". Assholes.

That's on YOU and your character you filth. Not me.

See you in court. Bring the convict Chris, I cannot wait to hear what he has to say when my children are questioned.