Cognitive Dissonance & Cointel Pro

I’m sure many of you have heard of the term ‘Cognitive Dissonance”.

By definition it is

‘In the field of psychology, cognitive dissonance is the perception of contradictory information. Relevant items of information include a person's actions, feelings, ideas, beliefs, values, and things in the environment. Cognitive dissonance is typically experienced as psychological stress when persons participate in an action that goes against one or more of those things. According to this theory, when two actions or ideas are not psychologically consistent with each other, people do all in their power to change them until they become consistent. The discomfort is triggered by the person's belief clashing with new information perceived, wherein the individual tries to find a way to resolve the contradiction to reduce their discomfort.’

~Wikipedia

There are many ways humans will exhibit and experience CD. Each person will have their own unique interpretation of it. Signs and symptoms depend on the specific person and the exact nature of the trauma involved.

In my case, my CD, my fantasy world to keep myself sane, instead of the cold hard truth that all it takes is one word from a rapist liar like Todd who had friends on the police force in Maui and liked to sell women to them, and the ‘blue wall’ goes up and not even your own blood will help you because they’re too busy drooling after promotions and a new truck. Right Ducre.?

Raymond never existed… Todd cheated on Annie with ONE consensual date with me in which we never even had sex. EVERY other time I’ve been around him or any of them I’ve been drugged. Todd got Annie involved in the abuse shows to try and save his relationship with her, and she likes seeing him abuse other women so much it worked. Because they're sick trash and belong together.

Tony was jealous that I liked Todd so much at first, and blackmailed Todd and his pig Hawaiian friends…. Todd and Tony made so much money drugging me and making rape porn with Chuck Turner and throwing “bsdm drugged sex slave parties” that Phillip got involved.

Phillip and Todd knew each other from the military, and Annie being Phillips sister they were naturally friends. After Phillip got involved and the “parties” started being funded with real money they exploded, and they started making too much money and “needed a sacrifice” because Tony was blackmailing all of them… Tony hated me because no matter how he tried or what he did he revolted me, and I was only ever with him because they had my children and I was told to be.

It was never anything more than two sick mentally damaged women from the Huang family “not wanting competition from another woman”. And Todd didn’t want to lose the status and comfort the Huang’s money gave him.

So, they started up Quinonez together. Annie became Annette Hendricks. Zhihong Frank Feng became ‘Raymond Wong” and Todd Caywer aka Todd Collier aka Ashir Ashirov became “Cheung Kim” my new “handler”…

Oh, they had so much fun together, and made millions. In Boston it became huge house parties. Like in Lowell where they invited the PD to partake. At that point they were literally picking me up in police cruisers to take me to these “parties” and dropping me off by police cruiser after in alleys and dark places like behind the Lowell Mill. Right Ed?

But Lowell is a long story, and a heartbreaking one, and one that will land dear old Ed in federal prison most likely…. Which is why Yampolski and Sperry were sent to verbally abuse me and threaten me and treat me like I was insane and do nothing about it. Odd the timing honestly…

Jim goes and gets my kids from Boston and sticks them in an apartment somewhere in Denver.

Chuze Fitness happens and no one tells me anything and I go running out terrified after seeing todd walk right in front of me.

Susan starts drugging me and the Chuze Fitness horror scene and Jhihong and Susan's diaper show happens.

Ed gets “transferred to Denver”

DPD gets “donations” of new equipment.

I’m not even allowed to report the incident at Chuze Fitness or the diaper assault in which they tried to break my back. They won’t even allow me to make a report. Det. Brandy Thomas “forwards” it over to HI as “part of their case”.

I’ve never been allowed to report a single incident in Denver for the entire time I’ve been in CO. I am either screamed at, berated, threatened, or hung up on my “investigators” who have “heard about me already”.

Jim's birthday at Svetlana's steak house happens.

Thus, the rapists, and the pedophiles, and the convicts got away with it, knew they would again, and the abuses started escalating, as abusers do.

That’s the way police departments work. They don’t ‘protect and serve’. They are nothing more that private paid of militia. And is there any question why after we pay them all crap and treat them all worse? All it takes is one of the Huang’s bribes. ‘Your hearts greatest wish.”….

In Lowell cops are literally paid cash and bribes and women to “avoid certain areas during certain parties”. It’s quite simple really.

And so “who cares” if a bunch of dirty federal agents got blackmailed by Tony Gross their own CI and Jhihong Huang who all decided to embezzle hundreds of millions from China using me as an ATM so Todd and Phil could party and pay off all their dirty pigs and start their own “militia”.

Now “all the money’s gone” and no one knows what to do, and just as before like Phillip told me “they’re all bent over a barrel being blackmailed.”

Like Susan and Jhihong are so fond of saying, “well, you could tell on them, but whatever will you do, then you’d go to jail with them."

And according to what I have on recording from the federal fucksticks in Seattle, “that’s what she gets for fucking around with the Chinese in the first place”….

So, you all used me as drugged bait during all his “inspections”…

And your only excuse was “we got so much information from her”….

Now you have a pedophile and convicts blackmailing you because your “federal discovery” was a pack of lies and all bullshit and just some rich rapist brat from China using the federal government as his own personal hit squad.

Just curious, but wasn’t there a major massive scandal the last time someone in a political position of power did the same thing? Much less some rich entitled rapist abusive sex trafficking sadist “prince” from China and a bunch of dirty sex trafficking cops and filthy money laundering federal fucksticks????

Not to mention, isn’t it federally illegal for government agencies to use an honorably discharged innocent loyal and honest American citizen as “bait” and a “sacrifice”?????

Oh, you didn't know? Phillip was the initial "democrat'. Think Taiwan..... his mother and father couldn't have that, they were hardcore CCP building 'fetus factories' up in Canada.... and what better way to get Phillip out of the way after the "transition" than humiliate him so badly publicly that he ran away to war and let his psycho 'mother' handle it all.

The dirty feds were quite happy with that as Phillip would have undone decades of underhanded deals, and money-making ops.

Enter Tony Gross aka Jeff Ragsdale aka David Taylor and 'Dwayne Meyers'.

Cue Cointel Pro, and me.... the bait that broke hearts.

Look at the timeline. Phillip and the supposed "transition happened" in 2016, right after the republican national convention in HI happened that year and nominations were made.....

Oh yes, and also FYI you federal doughnut eating fucksticks....

I don't work for coloring books.

Now, you know.