Over A Barrel

Your family approving ones “Acceptance” into Phillip’s sicko rape and blood satanic cult didn’t begin until me. There were a lot of changes that occurred in “tradition” in regard to me when Phillip took over.

I look back at what things were like when Raymond was running things… fast forward to now.

What was an acceptance signed and delivered, Phillip turned into an “informal acceptance”, then he “revoked the acceptance”, then in 2019 it became ‘her family decides the acceptance’. It was a “new rule”.

What he didn’t explain to anyone was the deal he and Jhihong had made with Susan and Jim to cover up the rapes and indiscretions in Boston and Lowell.

Oh, I was formally accepted by Raymond in 2016. I still have the letter hand signed.

Phillip has never cared for traditions, and his disagreements with his father stemmed from one very dark secret that to this day I think only Jhihong, Todd, Annie, Tony, Phil, chuck, myself, and a specific group of rather unsavory Hawaiian syndicate individuals know anything about.

Phillip and Todd have been blackmailed by Tony Gross since 2014 when Tony became jealous of Todd and demanded that he back off so he could “have me”. Thus Raymond “gave me” to Tony as a “reward”.

Before I was married to Chris, and had my two children, I was a rather wild woman. I was doing well for myself. I made good money, I had a nice truck, a great rental, and I dabbled in dealing cannabis back when one could still make something off of it.

I spent 13 years on those Islands. I wasn’t unknown to certain individuals, however I stayed out of their way, and they left me alone because for the most part I was a good girl. A total stoner hippy surfer chick, but overall a good girl.

This changed after Chris and I split and I started testifying against him for the DA. And soon all these men that used to say “howsit Sistah” and kiss me on the cheek when they saw me were floored when they saw Todd selling me at their house parties.

They all knew I knew more than I should. I’d been to most of their houses, watched deals, seen things I shouldn’t, knew where tools were hidden, and were they disposed of bodies. I knew about arsons, and robberies, inter island drug deals, trafficking deals….

Long story short, when the Hawaiians found out I wasn’t married into the Freitas’ anymore I became a very dangerous wild card indeed, and they themselves couldn’t touch me. I tutored some of their kids in Anatomy and was a gymnastics coach to others. I was a Montessori PTA mom with some of their wives…

So they had Phillip do it instead…. And in doing so, whether Phil realized it or not…. They owned him.

What Phil will never tell anyone, is that I can never be accepted by him. Tony won't allow it. The deal he made with Tony is that I would "suffer until my dying breath" or Tony would tell the FBI about the bodies he disposed of for him.

Phil just lets Susan throw these sick "shows" to satiate his own ego, to make money, to prove to himself that he's not the only one I said no to, to keep his bargain with the Hawaiians and Tony, because he's jealous, and to take out his competition. i.e. any other man that he feels may be a threat to his dominance and 'authority'.

How much money and houses and cars and ATV's and travel trailers and stocks and jewelry changed hands that I supposedly "didn't want'?

None of those things were ever offered to me, they just lie, and say they are gifts that I was so rude to refuse, and while every is looking at me complaining about how "ungrateful" I am, those very same gifts go to pay off his helpers, and flying monkeys, and dirty cops, and the rest gets liquidated to pay off the people that keep me drugged and compliant for him.

It's gone on like this for years. Here in Colorado alone, first with Ed, then with Matt, and Wirth, and Cody, and Nathan, and Jason.... all who received "gifts" and payouts and made millions for "not accepting me".

Make no mistakes rape cult. Your precious "acceptances" that used to be so honorable and traditional are a joke now. You can buy one for $500 bucks from Todd in HI. You don't even have to come up with your own business plan anymore. Phillip will just steal one and sponsor you in as long as you agree to do "favors' for him now and then....

Then you'll be owned by the Hawaiians too.

Susan's new favorite line is "well, you could tell on me, but then you'd go to jail too."

Good luck with that. Now you see why I told the Devil no.

When Raymond offered me "anything I could ask of him" the ONLY things I asked him for were protection, the truth, and my children back safely to me.

Dan needed Gold, Susan needed Fame, Ducre in his Greed needed a new truck, Joanie needed validation, Jim needed his perversions and addictions fed to him...

You all asked the Devil for very different things than I did. That is why our endings in this "Saga", as Bisset so sneeringly calls it, will be so different.

As it was so eloquently put on March 12th, 2022.

Some of you have some "very dark days ahead" indeed.

Enjoy your barrel.