Placer Rights Gold Rush Famous

I hate waking up some mornings. Sleep and I have had a torrid relationship over the last 8 years of my life.

It’s not exactly sleep I have a problem with per say, when I do sleep, I ‘sleep’ like the dead because I’m usually exhausted.

It’s the waking up part.

That moment when you first come back to awareness and your senses kick in again, then all the memories and the nightmares come back, and I spend the 1st 10 seconds of almost every day trying not to scream.

Admittedly, I’m much better than I used to be. I used to wake up screaming obscenities. Now, after having experienced it for so many years, the screams still happen, they just happen in my head.

So, I take my medication, and start my day. I know myself well enough by now to know the futility of trying to go back to sleep after waking up like that.

I suppose part of the reason I like sleep so much is because I’m always exhausted. When I do sleep, I don’t really sleep because I have nightmares, and when I do, it’s usually during the day in short afternoon naps because I don’t feel like I got any rest the night before.

Ahh the trials and tribulations on complex PTSD.

Having Susan and her cohort my convict ex-husband drug me for 3 years and make jokes about how “it’s harmless, we’re just having a little fun” certainly didn’t help.

But then, that’s what happens to honest and loyal women when trash like Todd and Phil get their slimy rape paws on them. That’s what happens when desperate princess wannabe trash like Susan and her freak show pack of gambling addicts are supplied with rufies to keep a woman drugged and compliant.

That is what happens when honest and loyal women and mothers are stupid enough to ever trust the pack of jar head testosterone driven rapist animals that call themselves ‘marines’ and ‘cops’.

I should’ve known better.

It started with them drugging me for the first time in Laughlin in 2019… he showed Susan and Jim how to do it and supplied them. They just left me drugged in their trailer in Bullhead City while they went to the Polaris races with my abusers and my children…

Susan and Jim never even questioned their stories… they were too busy spending the money.

After Susan and Jim and Jhihong and Todd made their sicko deal, and decided to bring me back to Denver, “because they couldn’t strand me because Dan would be pissed” they came up with the sick idea to lie to everyone and tell them I was “threatening suicide” to get them to let me stay with them.

In reality I tried to move out multiple times after Susan’s diaper show at Chuze Fitness. Each time Susan would beg me and tell me how much they needed my help and how they wanted me to house sit for them. When I tried to go out and get my own new truck, Susan whined and begged me to ‘rent’ her Cadillac from her so she wouldn’t have to store it during their trip…

Every time I tried to break away they had some BS excuse as to why they just “needed me to stay”….

Now I see that it’s because they needed to make their lies look good. By that time Crisitna had already gotten involved helping Susan hide my children from me and Lynn and Jhihong were already embezzling millions for “bondings” for Zoklean. Which coincidentally weren’t needed, and flopped, and they just pocketed the money and Lynn kept all the equipment and gifts for her business after she kicked me in the ribs.

Susan would drug me and record me, asking me leading questions, so she could then take the videos and say see!

For example, most recently when then chased me down to NM after threatening to break my back and cut up my face and shave my head because skank S and Susan "wanted her to move".

Susan and her skank friend showed up at the gas station in their new travel trailer and stuck a needle in my hip and tried to pull me out of my truck where I was sleeping at the gas station. They were going to "sell me at truck stop glory holes" because pedophile Jim and my ex Chris thought it was "funny".

They didn’t expect me to fight them, and so they slapped me and called me all kinds of names and pushed me around a bit, then they put me on camera and asked me “what I would do to them given the chance”… that is the part they recorded and show around.

Just like when Susan drugged me for her birthday in July 2020 and put a little puppy in my hands and forced me to rip it apart…. Oh she recorded the ripping, but not the threats, or the drugging, or that fact that she drugged me so out of my mind I could barely walk and had no motor control at all.

Then there was the time in August of 2020 on Storm Mountain Mine where they thought drugging me and parading me around a “party” on my own mine while being forced to walk around naked and beg people to ‘smell my vagina and take me camping” was “just a little fun”. This was of course after they held my screaming son over a glory hole and threatened to drop him if I didn’t sign over rights to my mines and everything to my father and Jim.

And thus started their placer rights ‘gold rush’ mining adventures with Nathan the end of 2020 and into 2021.

That's also when Meghan got her new Moth Taxa travel trailer for helping throw the red feather lakes subdivision 'party' they drugged me and paraded me around at.

Susan "rewards" all her accomplices.

To be continued…